January 2010
29 posts
Too make matters worse
I just fucking checked my cell phone minutes and im officially out, my new cycle dosent fucking start till next week. -_____-
Ugh
This is the worst new years of my life. Like no joke. FUCK i hate this shit. Wake up after not sleeping till 7am cause im freaking out about leaving. Was haveing and okay day till my moms back started hurting , i tried hitting her back and massageing it. But i guess it was something more serious. I went out with my friend for a bit and it was going all good but then they call me and say she went...
December 2009
82 posts
“Are you crazy ! Of course im scared but not of the usual stuff, more of my...”
– Everyones been asking me if im scared and honest to god yes i am. The drilling dosent scare me, the people yelling at you dosent either. I just feel presured to be the best and if i cant do that i think im just gonna be broken….. Everyones asking so i guess this is what i mean when i say...
WatchThis is gonna be my life for the next 2 months of basic.
“Had lunch with Kevin, Ana, Andy, & Sang. Haven’t been with Regs in a...”
– @Trinhngo; OMG STUFF LIKE THIS MAKES ME WANT TO STAY =(
Day 13 and 12th
13th: So yesterday woke up to chris asking me if i went to go see harry potter already ! That boy and his sleep talk ; the last few days hes been rambleing every night and its so funny and intresting cause they say those words told when asleep are truth ! LOL anyways woke up chilled went to the mall. Just finished Xmas shoppping ! YEA i know xmas is over but there are some...
“Who the fuck wants to be happy for the rest of their life? I want to feel it...”
– So rip me open, break my heart, bite me, piss me off, make me cry, make me feel pleasure i wanna feel life
“Everybody who doubted me is asking for forgivness, if you havent been apart of...”
“I think the most sexiest thing is a quirky humor and intelligence; you can have...”
– Yup what can i say i love immature,nerdy, kid at heart boys ;D SIGH where are they now a days :L why am i stuck with the douchy guys !
Sleep
Is werid for me now. I never can sleep now a days. My minds awake like thinking, feeling, expiernceing everything during the late hours. I see the late hours as my alone time. Time where i feel most content with myself. But my body is tired as fuck. Its being now more obvious physically. I have baggs under my eyes,im breaking out and my body is just weak. Seeing the two are completly different i...
Day 15 & 14
Sunday day 15: was my sisters bday :D Yay happy 4th bday too you little one ! I woke up , got my cat ready to give up. So heartbroken ! It was so hard for me to this. But i needed to find her a home that would love and take care of her. =/ the sad part of my day ! Went to theresa house. Had a dinner/cake ! Sigh they were all telling me to get ready for the army and im not gonna...
“Money over mind has been my motto all my life but maybe its time my heart takes...”
– So true..
“Some people pass through your life and you never think about them again. Some...”
– The Wonder Years (via littlemiss) (via junecar)
“Tissues,Soup and a lullaby Please =0”
– Pweeaty please K Thanks =D
Day 16
Xmas Day: After playing Cranium with chris and my sisters all night i was fucking tired as fuck on xmas day.didnt do shit but sleep , sleep and sleep. Most of my xmas day was sleeping. Got sick along the way -____- oh joy ! Santa gave me the cold ! UGH after sleeping for countless hours. I woke up and took my sis to go see the princess and the frog WHICH IS MY NEW FAV DISNEY princess....
17 days
Wow christmas eve was pretty funny ! I ran on xmas eve to evergree high and back. Went to jamba juice and finally spoke up to my ex boss about how messed up it was that i didnt work my last days. He offered me one more day to work with the people i want but idk if i really want to do that. Im still undecissve about the whole thing. Half of me was like well thats what i wanted and the other...
Ive decided
Im going back to soda.. But im drinking once a week from now on :D 12’0clock midnight represents the return :D Cant wait !
time
2 weeks and 4 days
18 days
Jan 11th
Oh how time creeps up on us..
Did Crazy Religion people get tired of attacking... →
SERIOUSLEY ARE CHRISTIAN PEOPLE DONE PICKING ON GAY AND OTHER RELIGIONS THAT THERE GONNA ATTACK LADY GAGA ! UGH SO DUMB. THIS SHIT IS WHY I HATE RELIGION. TO CONDEMM SOMEONE THAT THERE GOING TO HELL JUST CAUSE THEY LIVE THERE LIFE THE WAY THE WANT TOO IS SO DUMB. Sigh, it seems to me the only people going to hell are these kind of assholes ^^ if there even is a hell
Xmas eve
Ugh same as every year, not talking to my family, bored outta of my mind trying to escape my house. I seriousley hate this holiday. In fact i hate all of them, Easter, Vday,Halloween,Thanksgiving,4th of july. Maybe next year when im on my own ill enjoy these holidays -___-. Sigh i miss my dad. Oh well Plans for the day
Run
Visit Jamba Juice to tell my ex manager how much im pisssed aat what he...
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dietandbastocise:
Thats it. Im chopping my fucking hair. Its bugging the shit out of me. How bad is it that i complain about split ends? That i have to keep fixing my hair so it wont get into my eyes. That i have to straighten it? That i have to hair flip sometimes?
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DONT CUT YOUR HAIR =O its awesome <3 ! Im jelouse ! Ha, but yea dont chop it off K thanks :D
Jamba Bull SHIT >
Im so mad ! I feel as if i have gotten screwed in so many ways ! I put in my two weeks notice 2 weeks ago and i was hoping that my good , respectful new, Manager would atleast be respectful and give me THREE mesly hours that hes been giving me this whole month one more time. But no, he dosent. My last day at jamba juice was the day i put my 2 weeks in. Thats so fucked up. At first it...
Chicken Jokes, Shoes & Bed mystery
Yesterday was a good day :D I woke up at 12 sore as shit, really wanted to run but i was super sore so i opted not too. Talked on aim and on the phone then kevin picked me and trinh up and we went to an appelbees reuinion. It was suprisngly not at all awkward. Like i was excpecting it to be cricccks. But it wasnt, told my chicken joke when my black waitress came ! So racist am i ! I ate...
“Naomi: I cleaned alot today but no appriciation , mom just yells at me !...”
– My baby sister has my cussing problem :D
Running in the rain
Was an amazing feeling..
Woke up today around 9am. Was gonna run at that time but i looked at chris and he was still asleep so i was like nah ill give him 10 more minutes. 10 minutes later and hes still sleeping , and im GEEEZ fine ill give u ten more minutes, 10 minutes later i re-fell asleep -__-. We woke up at 1pm and was like fuck it lets go running, get ready go to chris house , chill for a...
“I don’t want to have a friend unless I can call them one of my best friends.”
– So fucking true, i dont care if ive known them since forever, they always take me out , or there exactly like me. What it comes downt to in the end is you can have more than one best friend and a million okay friends. but no one makes you feel complete like those few best friends <3 <3
“Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Put my...”
– THE MOST STUPIDEST MOTHER FUCKING SONG EVER..
Its hard to say id rather stay awake when im...
” Im far too tired to go too sleep”
Fuck Yeah NO WORK TOMMAROW YESSH !
im thinking im gonna wrap my gifts and run tommarow ! Im fucking craving Jamba Juice right now hella bad ! LOL Ugh that girl KES$HA songs are so fucking dumb. Want to Be Lady Gaga. Dude super stoked for Weezer concert a day before i leave :D I just gotta get the tickets ! Im so AWAKE its weird....
Guys , times, and crying eyes
LOL WHOOO 2010 is almost here so the countdown of 09 things is on baby XD
Let See..
Was a liar who had a gf and still gave me flowers -____-
Was Gay HAHAHAH but i dont think i really liked him
Worked with me but never payed attention to me so i was like eh
HAD the worst date ever with
Had one of the best dates ever with but he wasnt really cool with the whole army thing so LATE
Crushed on...
You got me wondering why i like it rough
i like...
FUCK
Seriousley im bored =/ talking to t.ngo though makes me unbored =D Fuck got home from work at like 1ish ate, showered then chris came over, went to his house, slept, went home , woke up 3 hours later went to montgomery to see my kidies <3 <3 OMGOSH their video and song brought tear to my eyes , watched where the red fern grows HELLA SAD ASS MOVIE, ate lunch with the teachers, handed out the...
Paybacks a bitch :D
Chris: I WANNA FUCK FUCK FUCK A CAT WHEN SHES ON HEAT
Me: =0 wtf !
Chris: HELLO KITTYS WHITE FOR A REASON
Paybacks a bitch :D
i discovered today
THAT I CANT MAKE COFFE FOR SHIT -____-
first time : I boiled the water and put a WHOLE 2.5 SPOONS of cofee in my little cup, added a quarter milk and some sweetner. TAST HORENDEOUS =0
second time added; 2 spoons of cofffee UGHHHHH
third time: added 1 spoon, milk and sweetner taste okay but is giving me a head ache !
so all nighter is still in effect.. Its 3am , 3 more hours of this...
My All Nighter Plan
12:00 am : Study Korean War
1:00 am: 1 hour break
2:00am: Vietnam war
3:00 am: Break
4:00am: Gulf war,codl war, battles and generals
5:00am: Breakfast + Math HW
6:00 am: Math Hw Review wars
7:00 am: Runn workout, come home, change
8:00am: chill and go to school, STUDY !!!!
9:00 am : FINAL 1
12:00 Lunch
1:00 FINAL 2
OKAY LETS GOOOOO
“But if you wanna leave, you can. I’ll remember you though, just like I remember...”
– Awww omgosh my life story =(
This is the reason
Hey chica.. i know that a message from me may seem awkward since it has been 5 years since i have spoken to you but i felt compelled to say thank you…thank you for serving this country of ours. my boyfriend or fiance (just havent said yes yet) has enlisted to the marines (yes i know totally different from the army lol) but none the less arm forces and soliders to our country…so my...
I want
What i cant have -____- its as simple as that. Idk why but i always get hit on when i work at macy’s ( must be im one of the only girls who work at the men department ) But its like i always blow these guys off cause its eh whateves im not wanting a relationship of any sort especially when my days are numbered. Anyways so im working right and they put me to work with this incredibly hot guy...
29 letters
To write to 29 people in 29 days..
A letter for every day u can say..