"Are you crazy ! Of course im scared but not of the usual stuff, more of my internal issues; Im so scared to fail, im so scared to be weak, im frightned of not being the best and the thought of becoming broken is so strong that im awake"

Everyones been asking me if im scared and honest to god yes i am. The drilling dosent scare me, the people yelling at you dosent either. I just feel presured to be the best and if i cant do that i think im just gonna be broken….. Everyones asking so i guess this is what i mean when i say “No”
@2 years ago