Irratated

Hella irratated. Fuck, i seriousley hate this shit. But no one gets it.. No one can and so i try to destract my problems but helping someone else with theres but they cant even give me that.. so now im stuck here haveing to focus on mine.. fuck. i wish i could sleep tonight.. i wish i could, but i feel it . All of this is just gonna take over my mind, it was doing so last night but i wasnt alone so it went away but now i am and they find there way back to me. Ugh sometimes im happy im leaving cause no one cares. Its hard to find someone and sometimes i get lonely in this world. Sometimes i just wanna be alone but other times i just want someone here for me. Like right now, i wish i had someone to talk to but i dont.. so im stuck here , alone, with all of my inner thoughts and demons. They only come when im alone,and for the next 6 months i will be.. So is it wrong for me to try to run and hide in the mean time..

@2 years ago