This is for you..

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I’m done here

So if you’re asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don’t be afraid
I’ve taken my beating
I’ve shared what I made

I’m strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I’ve never been perfect
But neither have you


So if you’re asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You’ve learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can’t be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I’ve done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don’t resent me
And when you’re feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You’ve learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can’t be who you are
I can’t be who you areĀ 

This is for you; im so sorry for these last few days. I dont know whats become of me and my emotions. Your right i dont know everything, and my fear is pushing us even more apart than we should be.. Im so sorry. Im wrong about so much.. Like when i said you dont care about me or anything else( you do care or else you would have let me walk into that car or would have left me alone, you wouldnt have been waiting in the cold like that for me , you wouldnt have helped me throughout these days).. Or that everythings a big joke for you ( you love to be happpy, and sometimes its at the wrong momment but when shits serious you try to laugh to help me) Or that you leave people ( if last night was any evidence that you were gonna stay by my side thick or thin , i know you wont leave me and i wont leave you, beside you dont leave people , you just go on with your life without dewelling ) Fuck im so sorry so sorry .. I promise these last 4( 3) days are gonna be so much better.. I promise you that , i <3 you !

Always Your Friend,

Analisa ( watson :D)

@2 years ago