Goodbye,So long, Farwell, Adieu; Last blog in 5 months

This is gonna be my last blog on tumblr and im considering this my goodbye blog; If your not mentioned here sowwwy :( but if you have meet me in my life you already have made an impact..

To My Family: Im gonna miss you guys so much, its hard to explain how you guys are my everything + 1 ! I love you guys with my all. This is gonna be so hard cause im so used to be with you guys, To my mom , who even though we were never 100 percent perfect we have this love thats one of a kind, to my dad who is my hero in life,my role model my everything , i love love you, to my older sister pamela who i grew up looking up to and have so much memories with, or to my roomate sister who has been my best friend when my friends turn their backs on me , or to my evil younger kola sandra who is my minime im gonna miss you ,keep up the evilnes :D and even my baby sister valarie and my baby brother austin you guys are gonna grow up just like i did with the most incredible family. Were novaks and i love you guys so much,im gonna miss you guys so so so so so so so so so much !

To Chris: you my friend are amazing, in so many ways. I dont know how i would have survived this week without you. Thank you for your unconditional love. 3 years being your friend and were stronger than ever. I loved earlier today just spending time with you makes me realize how lucky i am to have you in my life. People dont understand our relationship, but your my yin to my yang, my sherlock to watson. I can write so much but im just gonna leave it at this : I love you and im gonna miss you so much.

To Karina: Ranch lover ! Im gonna miss you so much too, You and me have a very unique relationships but honeslty i think without you i wouldnt have been blessed with this road im takeing. Its like you and me switched places. But thanks for always being there for me, thanks for the memories, thanks for the friendship. Im gonna miss you so much and im so lucky to have you in my life..

To My Regs: Its so odd when i think that we were once unseparable a couple of months ago. I honeslty consider you guys to this day one of the reason 08/09 was on of the best years in my life. Its like you guys showed me a whole new world. I never ever imgained that the love i have for you guys is still here. Trinh: Your so real and your careing. Im gonna miss you so much, thanks for being there for me and always cheering me up with just your smile. Andy: what i think is so great about you is your so down. If iwanted to go to walgreen you were down, if we wanted to go somewhere you were down,down to walk to my house and bring me things i left or just down in general. there arent alot of people like that. Because of that i grew to care so much for you, im sorry for that time where my ignorance took over but im happy your still in my life. Sang: Your letter the other day changed my perspective on so much. Honestly im sorry for these past months but im happy that were giving our friendship a second chance,You and i used to be hella close because of that common bond,we have so much memories and i look forward to makeing more :) thank you guys for everything and im takeing a pic of us to basic just so u guys can see how much you guys matter in my life. We may all be on different roads but we’ll always have the summer ! Oh also Thanks Justin and kevin for being there too. Both of you guys are good guys and im gonna miss you guys ! Hope to see you both when i return.

To My girls: Suzy, emma, tmara damn im gonna miss you guys, i hope you guys keep in touch. I miss the days sophmore year when we would kick it in the quad or senior prom, senior picnic and graduation. keep in touch please :D

To the Jamba People: I think you guys made the job worth it, i love how when i started i immedietly felt like a family vibe. You guys are all great people and so fun to be around. i wish you good luck and i cant wait to see you guys again ! P.S Kris and Jason you guys are fucking cute ! All my friends always want to get at you guys ! LOL kay just wanted to say that :D

To the people who i met at SC:There are so many different people who i met in highschool who have imapacted me in different ways. Whether it be the cliche groups or just a person i had in my class. Its like we have our future in front of us. Its so weird to see where were gonna be in our reaunion but im really intrested in the stories !

To the teachers who have influnced me: Thanks for being my inspiration. All of my teachers are my inspiration cause they have pushed me to be great and have showed me why they became teachers. I cant wait to be one and be just like you guys :D

To the people i met in Njrotc: This class has its own special thing cause it makes people so mean, selfish,stronger,motivated But i think in the end i learned alot. I apolgize to anyone who i may have offended or pissed off there but i wish people would have seen it like i saw it. But its okay im behind it and i wish you guys luck in everything.

To erika Q: Awww girl, i love you and im happy that even if your in bakersfield and im in sj that you and me remained close. I love how we can still talk about chaboya like its nothing ! Im gonna keep in touch best believe !

To My ex best friend: I read your message, but honestly you chose to tell me your over it two days before i leave ! Not when i invited you to my goodbye party, or that whole month or 2 that we havent talked, or that awkward run in at mr.murphys ? The oppurtunity was there . All i really have to say is goodluck and i hope you see why it had to come to this. If one day you return to the windy my best friend then get in contact with me but if not thanks for the memories and good luck in your life and your endavours.

To a strangers who read this: Im excited to leave, nervous,sad,happy,weird. I hope that people see that im doing this for my future and for my loved ones and those who lives were robbed on 9/11. I can only imagine the pain they went through to loose, there moms,dads,brothers,sisters,friends. Though its been almost 10 years i still remember it. At first when i joined the army it was for the money and for myself. But were at war and i noticed money is not worth anyones life. So i had to think deeper and my motivation is with the fallen and everyone mentioned in this blog. You guys are the reason why ive been givin this wonderful oppurtunity. Thank you guys from the bottom of my heart. Im gonna miss everyone but ill be back and i cant wait to pick up from where we all left off. This isnt goodbye,this is a whole new start. I love you all and i will miss you. Send me your adress so i can keep in touch :D Bye for now &Bye Tumblr !!

-Analisa Novak !

@2 years ago